[journal]Tomorrow is my interview and I am really excited. It's one of those pivotal points in your life when you know a decision could change how you are going to evolve.
If I play poker later on tonight, I'm going to be the same guy. If I'm accepted to Japan I am going to be a very different person than if I stay here in Canada. Japan! It's a world apart. I'm going to be living on my own, taking care of myself.
I appreciate my parent's house, their hospitality, their constantly paying for food, TV, gas, insurance, but if I stay here I'll never leave -- it's so comfortable.
I think that's the main thing. Even if I get a job here in Canada, my parents spoil me. I want to live a little more dangerously (sounds cheesy), a little more independent, and a lot different.
And everything rides on if theylike me. It depends on my smile, Karen's haircut and Cliff's reference letter.
