Sunday, November 21
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What is the point?
[journal]What is the point of a blog if it is not to tell the truth? There are a few people I just don't want to know about certain things in my life, namely parents and brother. It is not that they don't love me, but it is because they don't know how to support certain problems.
Said problems have led me to feel sort of hung out to dry. The sort of symptoms that is familar to depression. Food does not taste as good. Sleep is hard to come by. Tiredness is day long (wait, I always had that). And most salient, at least to my family, is moody, anti-social behaviour. Then I go to my placement and the kids give me a hard time. Then I come home and my sister is away on vacation. Then I open my agenda book and see hours of homework. And I finish it, short on sleep, short on food, short on self-esteem. As I mentioned in my comments, I finish it with my eye at the end of the road. Four more weeks and then I have a month and a half vacation, which includes an all inclusive cruise.
Four more weeks or 20 school days....
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