Saturday, March 20
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Kryptonite

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School is taking the life out of me. I'm so tired of the monotony, the lectures, the god-damn dribble. I need to sleep nine-hours a day just to give myself the energy to make it and take it. When I'm there I try so hard to pay attention. I really do. The professors are so nice and talented. But in my state, even the shining example of a teacher I have talked about has made my mind meander.

I've tried things. I've sat in new places with different people. I've talked to people I usually don't talk to often. I've brought food. I've sat in peculiar positions. But no matter what I do, I wish not to be there. My parents, wonderful but clueless, don't understand my need for change and challenge. They think a Ph.D would do me good. They've forstalled all the asian-girl-hook-up talks for now and are currently championing me to take yet more school after the school I've yet to finish.

Ich hasse Schule!
Natalie Portman

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